I’ve got my younger self reminding me of a few things I’ve forgotten over the years which is kinda obnoxious. I finally decided it’s time to go through VERY old cards, letters, documents and my own writing and get rid of some stuff. As a young woman I was incredibly ambitious and driven and I wrote a lot.
I wrote and conducted workshops, seminars and training programs for corporations but I also wrote for myself. Unlike today, I was very analytical back then, trying (and in many cases succeeding, hehe) to figure everything out.
I’m WAY more laid back now looking for fun, funny and how I can help animals and other people. In fact, going through all this stuff made me feel exhausted. I read one document from the early 1980’s about my goals for the following year and it had an entry that said “Rest from time to time.” Which was VERY unlike me! It should have been a SMART goal!! Specific, measurable, attainable, realistic and timely! “Rest from time to time” is simply not good enough for my old self!!
Now, as my friend Tim will tell you, I wallow with coffee and the paper until 9:00 or 9:30 in the morning. It’s heaven! But in many ways, that other life was heaven, too. Just so demanding.
Why am I telling you all this?! Well, it’s because as I hold all these tattered and yellowed pages with old fashioned computer fonts in my hands, I can’t just throw them away. I have to capture them somewhere and my blog will be the victim. Some of the upcoming posts of writings from years gone by will be longer than my normal short stories. As usual with any post on any blog, read what you want and move along when you are over it. I am going to post this stuff in smallish doses and will continue to write about the zoo and other stuff also.
BTW, it’s called The Accidental Texan and my earliest posts were about how much I hate it here. I don’t hate it anymore. I have a full life now and there are things here I love. Lots of things, but mostly my gorillas.